Realizations 19

When your home becomes an unfamiliar place, you feel captured with pain and uncomfortable thoughts. You find yourself wishing for better days and for someone to understand the restraints that that unfamiliarity can have on your daily life. Communication isn't the same and most times relationships become tormented by misleading assumptions. And though one might find strength to smile and at times act like things are nonchalant and hopefully it'll get better, sometimes it just doesn't. The affects are so critical, that it's nearly impossible to see the light on the other side of the scary unpredictable tunnel. We might also understand that nobody's perfect but if you're somebody with a conscious you have to understand that simple fact yourself.  We weren't created to be perfect to the world but we were created to be perfect to one person while being imperfect.  That's a critical view that most seem to skip over and avoid but avoiding it will only cause self confusion and lack of identity. Without a grip on who you are or who your bound to be, you've lost lost your purpose and life will not be as meaningful to you as the people who are aware.